Mommy wherr arr yu…?

When I hurt myself and cried ..I saw something glisten..
I thought they were your teardrops..but no ,they were actually claws..
Of your manicured, painted, pointed finger nails…

When you unknowingly stamped my little finger
With sharp shoe soles that went clackety clack…
I cried out in pain and hurt..expecting to see you appear any moment..
You came back..but only because u had left your purse behind..

Mooommy dear..why do you pin me day after day with the stiff , unforgivable diaper ?Are you scared I will pee on one of your new dresses ?Do you know that my skin cries out each time I try to move my leg ? I feel hot…hot inside…

When I want to feel you hands around me..I feel several new pairs..,some rough, some hard, some uncaring..and some clinical.. passing me …feeding me …and passing me once again…where have you hidden yours mummy dear ?
Are your nimble , warm fingers…to be used more for mouse operations, car driving, and applying make up?


What are they feeding me…mommy dear ? Why are they poking cold ,plastic into my tender mouth ? isn’t the gush of mummy milk no longer for me…???

When I gurgle with laughter at some some beautiful vision, I see a cold face staring unseeingly at me..there is detachment , there is boredom, there is just no love, no warmth..

I smell no mommy smell,,,I hear no mommy words..i feel no mommy touch…so where are you mommy dear ? I am hugged by warm clothes, extra woollies, tight diapers, thick booties and warm caps..but not by you mommy..not by you…

On the dawn of a morn when I did my first crawl..I screeched with glee..but you seemed not to see….
when I took my first steps. I wanted to show you as a treat... but it was the time when you had stepped out for a meet..

She is pinching me mommy..do u know that ?
She is …..booo hoooo…L